Hate how I always know just what to say to hurt you.
And never know what to say to make you smile.
Hate how I'm just not scared as much anymore.
Can't stand that I associate him with your words now.
Or him. Or him. Or him. But never you.
Never never you.
Can't stand that I love you too much,
so you always make me cry.
But he always makes me smile.
He always always makes me smile.
A line from one of my favorite movies ever is...
"Never never say never unless you mean it enough to say it twice."
Or something like that.
And here's a new quote for you from the storage rooms and attic corners of my mind.
"Never never say you love someone unless you mean it enough to say it twice. And if you do, always always say it."
I love you I love you. I miss you I miss you. I need you and want you and hope you're happy. I hope you're happy. Please feel better. Please please feel better. Be okay for me. Be okay for you. Be okay. Don't cry. Don't cry, don't cry. And I won't either. I won't, I won't. Hold me. Hold me, hold me tight, hold me close. Make me smile, I'll make you smile. I'm going to sleep.
On second thought.
"Never never say ANYTHING unless you mean it enough to say it twice."
Because if you don't?
Then it doesn't really mean shit,
so keep your mouth shut.
I love your poetry. I love love your poetry.
I love love love you. Sleeptime. Xo.
