I don't know anymore.
I really don't.

I'm changing and it scares me.
I'm starting to look at everything in 'what if's and 'how come's.
Maybe I'll start writing again. I started this blog to document my life but maybe not writing was just a part of the documentation. As in - 'this was the time in my life in which I couldn't fucking write'.
Some things used to be so elementary and now they're so complex.

I wish I could've been a hippie. Drugs, music, multi-colored buses... But no one could do that these days.