My thought process is nothing more than lyrics and twists. Big words and recycled phrases (and the bittersweet taste of other boys on your lips). Don't explain, I know exactly what you're going to say.
Ravaged. Torn. Ripped. Hurt. Broken. Slit. Sliced. Diced. Dead. Destroyed. Empty. Lonely. One and only. Tripped. Fell. Slipped. Given. Give in. Buy in. Reach in. Pull out. Pull up. Push down. Fall down. Fuck up. Cash in. Up front. Give more. Care less. Careless. Carefree. Caring. For me. From you. This time. Wishing. Wish for. Wish with. Wish time. Nighttime. Stars shine. Moon sleeps. Cloud nine. Take me. Break me. Bend me. Fake me. Love me. Hurt me. Touch me. Burn me. Leave me. Teach me. Learn me. Desert me. Dessert me. Discern me. Dictate me. Narrate me. Sing me. Breathe me. Live me. Kill me. Lifeless. Life less. Live less. Die more. Death wish. Ego trip. Egotistic. Slut. Bitch. Call me names. Give me shame. Hit me hard. Make me pay. Pay up. Give up. Sun's up. Get up. Live some. Die some. Laugh some. Cry some. Work hard. Play harder. Play games. New games. Old games. Friend games. End games. Work time. In line. Show up. Stack up. Line up. Number yourself. Statistic life. Sadistic life. Masochistic life. Masochistic wife. Beat her. Fuck her. Take her. Rape her. Kill her. Leave her. Forget her. Fuck her. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck up. Up chuck. Alcohol poisoning. Food poisoning. Ink poisoning. Mind poisoning. Mind fuck. Mind rape. Mind life. Mid life. Midlife. Crisis. Full life. No life. Fake life. Control life. Steer life. Steal life. My life. Your life. His life. Their lives. Our life. Our world. Our love. One love. True love. First love. Last love. This love. That love. In love. Lost love. Lust love. Love lust. Love less. Loveless. Love me. Kiss me. Hold me. Keep me. Want me. Need me. Watch me. Shatter me. Laugh at me. Yell at me. Shut me up. Give me a reason. End me this season. Winter, summer, autumn, spring. Hop. Drop. Flop. Shop. Shoes. Cruise. Bruise. Lose. Take it. Fake it. Break it. Shake it. Relationship trauma. Romantic breakdown. End it. Send it. Spend it. Sell it. Buy it. Buy me. Use me. Try me. Break me. Fix me. Save me. Rave me. Mix me. Trick me. Ice me. Burn me. Melt me. Heat me up. Hold me close. Fuck me hard. Treat me right. Love me tonight. Leave me tomorrow. Break me just right. Watch me fade. Pick me up. Try to fix me. Then give up.
Because no car crash is too hard for us.
We've been through it all and eaten the stars right out of the sky together.
I've let your heartbeat swallow me whole, and you've crushed me with your voice.
Never again.
Never never again.
Word (dis)association isn't really my thing.
Word games. Such a shame. So lame. Start a flame.
Kill it with fire and bury the memory.
His smile is your rope, wrap it tight around your throat.
Some more (for you):
Rock out. Get out. Get in. Give up. Live up. Expectations. Cancellations. Punctuation. Continuation. Rotation. Duration. Dilation. Filtration. Feels so good. Hurts so hard. Give too much. Get to rush. Give up on me. Sell me out. Forget my words. I won't forget yours. Don't leave me. I need you. Never stop being such a mess.
And one for Josh:
Correct me. Collect me. Select me. Direct me. Perceive me. Receive me. Believe me. Deceive me. Tell me you love me. Tell me I'm wrong. Teach me the truth. Learn me a lie. Live in the past. Deceiving. Dreaming. Digging. Distance. Dive. Drive. Drop. Die.
Car crash babies. Car crash kids. Car crash hearts. Truefuckinglove.
When I die, I want to be burned.
Sprinkle my ashes into the wind.
And let me FLY.
For all those times I've missed out.
Let me fly for just once.
Sleeptime. I won't cry for you because I know you wouldn't want me to. I love you. Xoxox.