Thursday, December 20, 2007

I'm alone in this bed, house, and head. He never fixes this, but at least he........

My eyes feel bruised from all this lack of sleep.
They probably look that way too.
Yesterday brought back old memories.
Tickling, touching, teasing, tasting.
Just like old times and I'll write more when I wake up.
Promise, a real update.
For now, lyrics that no one will bother to read, and then sleep that won't really help my lack of energy.

" If you're under the impression I'm alright
I guess you never noticed
I guess you might have known
I've been holding this together for so long
But I guess you might have noticed
Well, I guess you...

The beast within the burden is all mine
A product of his father
A slave to his bride
I feel I need to reveal my true stripes
But the bitch behind all this trouble it
Waits behind the wind to find out

You set me up to leave me
You wanted to feel
Shallow love, shallow lives
With every word, you speak
Of what you wanted from me
Wanted from me, yeah

I'm sinking more and more into my lies
Now home is just a pinprick in the vastness of my life
Feel the pressure, feel the pleasure
Feel the pain, you're not alone
Feel the pleasure, feel the pain
Feel the pain

You set me up to leave me
You wanted to feel
Shallow love, shallow lives
With every word, you speak
Of what you wanted from me
Wanted from me, yeah

Realizations, I am not what you thought I was
You change directions every time someone judges us
In moderation, what was once us now never was
You change directions every time someone judges us

You set me up to leave me
You wanted to feel
Shallow love, shallow lives
With every word, you speak
Of what you wanted from me
Wanted from me, yeah

Realizations, I am not what you thought I was
In moderation, what was once us now never was"