Friday, December 7, 2007

Draw a heart on my chest and carve stars into my eyes.

Learned something significant about myself today.
I am a people pleaser.
Yes, that's right. As much of a bitch as I am, I'm very much a people pleaser.

I hide behind these words, and don't plan on coming out.

People pleaser.
Do you know what that means?
It means that it is not hard to go about getting what you want out of me.
It's ALL a matter of knowing what to say to do so.
No matter how little I want to do something...
No matter how uncomfortable I am with the situation...
No matter how much I say no...
There IS a way to get me to do ANYTHING.
But you have to know me to know what to say.

Open the windows to cool off, and heat pours in instead.

I don't know if this is a good thing or not.
But I suppose it's certainly a good thing to know about oneself.

And I believe I have so many private jokes with my friends that I think of randomly and laugh I'm going to be thought of as insane no matter where I go.
Oat truck. Parick and Pee. AIDS is so NOT cliché. Prong. Fork. AYYY BAYBAY. It's okay, he's just a cuddle fluff bunny. Is that a leg or... OH GOD. Full force in the mouth. Patrick rubbed his... I'm not even finishing that one.
And if you don't get any of these, then it's okay.
Because they don't make any sense anyway.

Today was a good day. If every day was like today, it would be good.
And that's saying something.
Why was today good?
I had fun. I learned something. I laughed. I talked to my friends. I listened to music. And I smiled.
It doesn't take much to keep me happy.
Even if 4chan is failure now.

SO SMILE FOR ME. Everyone. Because I'm happy today.