Ohmygod.
Oh my god.
Oh. My. God.
What is wrong with me?
What's going on?
Why is this happening?
I'm so pathetic.
When I said I wanted to die, I thought I was just talking shit like usual.
The next breath that I take should be underwater.
I could do it. It would be so easy. Until my lungs split at the seams.
What's wrong with me?
Help me. Help me. Help me.
Fix me.
Please god fix me fix me please.
Fall Out Boy - Tell That Mick He Just Made My List Of Things To Do Today.
STOP IT.
Fuck you.
I'm SCREAMING inside.
I want to rip every vein out of my body.
I'm going so fucking insane..
STOP IT
Why the fuck do I do this?
I need to scream.
Calm calm calm.
I just took pictures but I'm too lazy to put them up.
I'm doing a new layout.
I'm... Listening to Patrick's voice.
I'm trying not to cry again.
No.
I'm trying to cry again.
I secretly want to get it all out, and I secretly want to hold it all in and I secretly don't really give a fuck because nothing makes this better.
Great, there it goes again.
This song reminds me of my mom. Of Ryan. Of James. Of Pete and Patrick.
Let's play this game. Please. Please please please.
Bury me in memory.
LIFE.
I'm beginning to see why people have created religion.
I just reached my arms up to the sky and flexed my fingers. I know there's no one up there but it would be so fucking nice to have someone to hold.
LIFE doesn't mean as much as it used to.
