2008, it's gonna be a fucked up year.
My life is going nowhere and more and more I'm wishing I could disappear.
It's like this year is a set of headlights in the road, and I'm a deer.
There's so many things, not so obscene, I'm wishing I hadn't had to see and hear.
Happy New Year's, baby, you owe me the best gift that I'll ever ask for.
Christmas was eight days ago.
My birthday was two days ago.
New Year's was one day ago.
And the woman whose womb I housed myself in for nine months seems to think that parenting starts when the kid turns seventeen.
I don't mean parenting like showing concern or coming to school plays or fixing dinner. No, those things are all beyond her.
She seems to think she needs to teach me responsibility ALL OF A SUDDEN. 'Cause you know, that's not something that needs to be taught gradually. No, not at all.
When I said I loved you, I swear I lied.
"Beautiful pharmaceuticals,
Residue in my cuticles,
Sniffin' them when it's suitable,
Wishin' they made 'em chewable."
And in music news:
Cobra Starship's new music video is cute, I love the song.
But Pete's appearance in it was somewhat less than impressive.
Panic! is really disappointing me, as well.
I miss the witty lyrics. The taboo sort of subject matter.
BRING THEM BACK.
But I do like the clip they released yesterday.
"Oh, how it's been so long. We're so sorry we've been gone. We were busy writing songs for you. You don't have to worry, 'cause we're still the same band."
It's cute. It's new. And it's catchy. But it's not really good for a new album's song. =/
But, it'll undoubtedly hold a place in my heart. Simply because of the message and the jigsaw puzzle. And the clues that kept us all guessing for WEEKS.
Ahh, what else...
Patrick's going to be on Law & Order tonight.
Of course I'll be checking it out. Hatless Patrick? Fuck yes.
I bet he's a pretty decent actor when he's playing the bad guy.
I'm forcing my mom to watch it with me.
And now back to me news.
I'm so into making layouts.
And shopping, and sleeping.
That's all I've been doing lately.
I've got 80 bucks.
http://www.freewebs.com/prescribepills
http://www.freewebs.com/zomgcreep
I made both those. Yeah.
My sister is in Thailand.
I miss her.
I'll see her this weekend.
Oh!
I had a dream about being in some videogame with five other people. The girl that's like five that lives in the apartment above my sister's was in the game. And there was a chair behind bars where you have your legs sawed off. And then some girl with green and purple hair took us into her bathroom, there was writing all over the walls, and the room was a time-travel thing. The house was falling apart. It was mad at me for stabbing a wall when I was trying to kill a bad guy or something. People kept coming out of the front closet. The walls were decaying and I jumped down into the basement, which magically morphed into my room. I grabbed a picture of me and my sister and my baby blanket and that's all I could salvage. But I went down there in the first place to grab this girl's ID card, apparently whatever card you have is what you morph into in the time travel thing, and I had like six cards. I started morphing into a half-dog, half Ron Weasley, and then I woke up.
...Yeah.
I say, fuck 2008. I'm going to shake up this year. Last year was good. This year can be better, I bet.
Resolutions? Hmm. I haven't even thought about it until now. At 7:20AM on January 2nd.
Let's see.
I could try for going vegetarian and see how long it lasts.
Okay. GO.
