Bite your tongue and keep your mouth shut.
Until you know what you're talking about.
Should've listened when you said we didn't have to worry.
I'm too much of a critic, too skeptical.
And this is my pledge to you to trust you, you've earned it.
You'd think I'd have more natural trust.
As much as I love you after all it should just come naturally but I guess it didn't.
But now it will and that's a promise.
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Why haven't I been updating?
A little of everything.
More or less, a lack of inspiration, lack of motivation, overdose of complication.
I feel obligated. Which means I automatically don't want to do it.
I roam these streets with absolutely no purpose.
Feeling like I'm worthless.
But contrary to my last statement, I feel fine.
Content with the fact that I know this life is mine.
I don't know what I want or think anymore.
I have so much self-doubt... It's sick. Everything is sick.
But fuck this life. Really, just fuck it all, it's ridiculous.
And on a brighter note, here's something I received on my birthday that I meant to post up a while ago but never did.
Click it.
I love my friends so much. The real ones are amazing.
And I can feel myself falling.
