Bulletproof Loneliness...

All these thoughts keep running through my mind. Things I wish I could say but can't, not even when I'm all alone.
Broken down on memory lane, alone together.
I have brilliant colors in my head. Letting them out is suicide. I'm a rainstorm, you're the clouds and the sun.
You wouldn't understand.
Sometimes it's just like no one gives a fuck about you, and you're thinking... Of all the billions of people on the earth... surely just one cares enough to make you feel wanted? But they don't.
I wouldn't expect you to.
My skin is crawling. I have goosebumps and I can't breathe. My throat is dry and my eyes are swollen. Does anyone else feel like this? I'm banging my fists on glass walls but they won't shatter.
I can't stop feeling sorry for myself.
There's not a siren that can keep me from your window.
I love crying until I laugh. I'm screaming loud enough to wake the dead. I love everything about you that hurts, so let me see your moves. Who am I talking to? You. Myself. Him. Her. Them. Everybody. Nobody.
There's not a pill that can keep you from my mind.
I guess everyone is as selfish as I am and it's just sinking in.
I'll kiss your shadows until I feel less lonely.
Sing me to sleep. I need you. I need anyone. I need someone. Be my someone. Please?
If you are reading this... Do you care? I need someone. I need help. So help.
Get me out of my head.

Post 100. xoxo