Distraction.

Under my dead gaze,
slow motion,
see me let go.

Just have a little faith in me.

I've been busybusybusy. With what?

Writing.

Jesus fucking christ, I've been writing so much I can't even fathom it. Fanfictions ftw. I'm not really sure why I've been writing so much. I guess it just seems right? Because it keeps me busy and keeps my head from swimming.

IN OTHER NEWS, I'M GOING TO SEE PANIC AT THE DISCO, YESYESYES.

I don't have the tickets yet, but I will. My dad has to send the money. We missed the presale but it's okay we can still get regular ticketed seating, which is good. Definitely good. I think my head has been in such a spin that I can't think right. I've been seeing things, having weird dreams, sleeping a lot like usual...

I guess I'll write out this dream.

Okay, so it was hectic as fuck and I hardly remember it. My dad was there, I'm pretty sure my mom was there, and there were roller coaster things. Uhh, there was also my dad's ex-wife's sister's son and daughter. My ex-step-cousins, in case you didn't get that. I used to have a huge crush on one of them, Zach. And then the other was a girl, Hayley (or Haley? Hailey? anyway), I used to hang out with her a lot. And her brother Zach, I always had a huge crush on. So in this dream, there's them, my dad, some girl, and some other girl with a baby. And the girl with the baby kicked Zach in the face. Idk.

ANYWAY. Jeez. The mind works in strange ways, doesn't it?

So let's see.
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That's about it.